patience.

Have you ever gotten crappy news..

and then think, "whatever's meant to be will happen?"

Well sometimes that saying just isn't enough.

For me at least. 

I would say that I'm usually a very positive person-

and when something goes wrong I try and be optimistic and plan a way to overcome the obstacle. 

But right now I'm just bummed.

I won't spare the details, but my confidence is a little shot, and I'm disappointed. 

I know what I need to do, I already have an action plan and am going to be resilient.

But it sucks.  

I guess I just need to be patient. And see how things unravel. 

Sorry I'm being emo, but I try not to sugar coat things on here. 

Sometimes I wish I could just work at J Crew, teach spin/fitness classes, shoot wedding films on the side and be a mom.

Yikes that came out really fast.

But, it's a path I dream about most days. Can't yah tell?

Is that weird? 

I do like my job, working in TV is pretty cool and very unique. 

But sometimes I think my previous sentence would be cooler..

I just need to be patient. See what happens over the next couple months.

Maybe a new door will open.. hint hint photo above. 

Welp, hope you have a better day than me!

PS I did go running yesterday, wootwoot.

PSS I'm not going running today, instead I'm going to Target. Yep that's right. And I might just get Skinny Cows too.  

PSSS I wish I could go kidnap Zakary from school and have a cuddle day.

PSSSS Carrie is my idol.  

xoxo